Myspace

So Bebo's about to die and I was salvaging photos before the big implosion when I decided to go back to the old circa 05 Myspace page. I found this list I had on it, a embarrassing as it is I'm going to post it.


I Can't Swim
I Can't Dance
I Can't Write
I can't Perform
I Can't Act
I Can't Sing
I Can't Lie
I Can't Win
I Can't Help
I Can't Listen
I Can't Learn
I Can't Think
I Can't Drink


I am Nervous
I am Shy
I am Unreliable
I am Sketchy
I am SAM
I am Selfish
I am Shameful
I am Disapointed in me
I am A bad Friend
I am not Attractive
I am not a Thinker
I am not a Planner
I am not respected
I am not good to be around
I am not talented
I am not 100% sane


I do have problems
I do have crushes
I do have people I dislike
I do have many Female Friends


I don't have a Girlfriend
I don't have a best Friend
I don't have many Admirers
I don't do my best
I don't over achieve
I don't put effort in to things
I don't Try
I don't Like been me


I missed out on alot of Childhood things
I regret alot of things I've skipped out on
I hid from alot of chances I could have taken
I've made alot of mistakes I can't take back
I'm unsure if Free Will is a reality
Am I in control of my actions?
Or am I subconciously doing what My mind ultimately thinks benefits me solely?


I am Not a Gamble,
You can count on me to quit.


I am Gaynor...

Holy crap things have come a long way. Prescribed medication and a lifestyle change can work wonders. This was before I started college and I'm just about to finish up my final year now so it's an interesting retrospective. Was I really that big a loser? Oh dear :P

Just took 385 pictures off of Bebo... wow