There was a blizzard outside
so I drew this I guess?
Unless that offers expired Blog? I have been less than frequent... You are under no obligation to indulge my ever whim but here goes.
First a little song to listen to whilst I pour my mind for the first time in what seem likes months, its a nice little ditty by She & Him's M. Ward and Zooey Deschanel, once again another band I have nobody to listen to with, but I'm used to that by now! Been listening to their two albums a lot lately and I've found it extremely relaxing and therapeutic. I can forget everything when I'm listening to them! This particular one I only heard the other night, I only had the second album until recently when I obtained a copy of the first one. Its a very beautiful bittersweet song that you just can't seem to find anywhere else nowadays.
Started as 3 expressions, then
I ended up drawing this
around it. wtf?
I was pulled in straight away by this song when I first heard the opening piano melody and its chord progressions, reminded me of Joe Hisaishi stuff which I fackin love and after that I was hooked. Definitely one of my favourites. Sorry if I've deceived you blog, Sure I'm here discussing music and what not but its not the real reason I've come crawling back, but more on that later. I always find myself typing frantically into this on the nights where I just cant sleep. In fact I just noticed I have about 4 or 5 unfinished blog entries that I'd started much like this one and then half way through just decided to forget about the whole thing, or realize I'm talking nonsense.
So I got a job again :) Happy days on that part! Its been a long few months with some pretty bad low points, and some suicidal tendencies that scared me for a while. But thank god I have a job! Now I can focus on the number one issue at hand which is move the hell out so I can get away from psychotic people that try to run or ruin my life and finally get to relax, unwind and be myself around the one person that truly matters to me as it turns out was also psychoticand tried to run/ruin my life, for the first time in what seems like a lifetime. Thats goal number one!
SNAAAAAKE!
Theres also holidays to plan and I need to get myself some wheels! Gonna get some extra time off on a lunch break to run down the credit union and set up an account to help with the saving a little. Everythign seems to be comign together at last and just when it does somethign else blows up in my face. And Its got me worried as shit, I thought getting a job would eventually fix this because getting my own place was a key part in the plan of fixing things... but it would appear like that problem needs to be dealth with before I even get close to moving out. Life eh!? Always ready to throw you a curve ball to derail you once more.
Probably was talking to
coworker about radio head
before doodling this
So far works been a blast. An easy blast :) Can't love it anymore! Every day is spent thinking of Rachel, in fact I probably think about her more than any other time when I'm at work. Its weird... That and my pay cheque of course :P And when I'm not thinkign of my pay cheque, or rachel, or the nice asian lady across the road who always brings me coffee, I find myself doodling random things on the back of receipts that have yet to make it into the bin! I'm not sure where they're going to be in this blog when I put them in, they're either going to appear within the blog, or start directly after this... Undecided.
Whicever I go with, I assure you they're probably not worth putting up but I guess its the only physical evidence of a job I have that I can put up on this blog. So whatev BBZ! Kerri in work loved em :P So screw you Blog! You judgemental bastard! Hopefully this time I'll keep up with the blog again!
We got in this Hannah Montana books...
so they would be responsible for this.
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