I'm beginning to realise that my blogs are never going to pick up in frequency while I'm writing them on the home computer. Its hard to find enough time to just write to my hearts content about whatever with them watching TV in the background. So I'm making it priority one to get my laptop fixed now. And if/when I start working a new job the main priority will be saving up to move out somewhere cheap (and probably horrible, but I don't care any more), followed by the possible purchase of a midi keyboard. Then a decent camera. My end goal really is to be working wherever, I don't care, And have a set up so i can record/edit music and film at my own pace, and to my own desire.
I'm happy just being creative for that rewarding feeling it gives. I no longer see the point in trying to be successful in life and have lots of money, I've learned that it doesn't bring true happiness. The things that do are my creative outlets, close friends and of course the love of my life chocolate cake. So my goals may not seem high compared to other people, because I'm not aiming for top promotions or big cars and houses. I'm much happier now knowing that the things money cant buy, outweigh the things they can by a good few million tonnes of imaginary weight.
Just had a visit from a friend who's been in America the last 4-5 months. He dropped my Casio up to me, which i don't know how to play (so why do i even have one?) but I plan on figuring it out myself over the next few weeks/months. Whatever it takes. Its something I've always wanted to learn to play but my parents would never buy me one or pay for lessons, no matter how much I spent asking one year. Whenever I have a kid, if he/she asks me to buy an instrument or lessons, I will immediately encourage it. I don't want them growing up to hate me like i hate my parents for squandering their musical interests.
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